i've been wondering.. why do people working at fast food restaraunts always provide chilli sauce and NOT tomato sauces? and people who wants tomato sauce, like me, will always have to ask for it? why dont they provide tomato sauces? weird..



sometimes, i think mummy is just UNFAIR!! i mean.. she paid my sis's rebonding fees, and she got her hair rebonded at jean yip. my mum even bought her a new pair of nike sport shoes!! and me? i have to pay for my own rebonding fees? what nonsense..



I NEED A NEW BAG!
AND SHOES!




HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE PEOPLE!




i'm glad i've seen you. i'm glad you felt the same way. i feel down, whenever you're down too. please dont be unhappy anymore k??
i love you my dear. =)


i wanna hold your hand..

2006 is coming, a new year.. that means..
A NEW WISHLIST!

my long long old wishlist..
nahz, forget it. :)


tmr is the eve of the new yr!!
WEETS~

i'm MAD! mummy just wont buy me that OP bag, not even thinking about that billabong bag. awww, i really wanted that billabong bag! i even took a photo of it outside the shop. and that NIKE SPORT SHOES!!

those last few words you said, i thought you were my greatest pal. and now, you act as if the whole world bows down to your feet, you're just a selfish freak who cares only bout yourself.
seriously, how idiotic can you be?


him*

back from that peer leader training thing or workshop.


i'm being posted to grp 5!! din know any single one of them at the start. i'm pathetic. we called ourselves the "SEXY BANANAS". i love our grp cheer!


well, overall it was FUN!

& our grp came in first!
thats something to be proud of. =D

i love SB!

xD

taking my shame to my grave..

went to watch the chronicles of narnia: the lion, the witch and the wardrobe.


seriously.. there was LOADS of people at near bugis there. and that mrs loh.. she chose the seats for us, and that seat was WAY WAY WAY at the front. OH MY GOSH..

there was someone talking at the front, and i'm yawning and yawning non-stop. cnt stop talking.. and they threw chocos. -caught one- :) my right was huishin! my left was anyu!
ahahaha!


the show was simply FAB!! a must see show. yep!


went to walk ard at bugis after the show. took some neo-prints..

THE FOLLOWING PICTURES ARE NOT SUITABLE FOR THE FAINT-HEARTED. =D

LOOK AT AILING'S EYES!! O.O

lil princesses. =)

CAMP CO.!

I LOVE GUIDES! XD

=D


its been a long long long time since i've posted photos in my blog. =.=" went hm wif durga after that.. cc! ahahaha!


i'm feeling moody. a moodswing i guess..


i still do think about you. (:

ytd was a disaster! yet a worthy day for me. :)


went to jp mrt's station's toilet. my sis wanna go there so i accompanied her. after we came out, my sis suddenly shouted that her fone was missing, we ran all the way back, pushing everyone that was getting in our way. but, to no avail, her fone was never to be found again. that fucked up bitch, couldnt even return to us even though it was xmas, i guess she must have been thinking that this was her lucky day, and her fucking present was my sis's birthday present.

seriously, why cant any fucking people just give back to the rightful owner?? why made them suffer?? why make them worry about their handphones?? why cant they spend a fucking thought about what will happen to them?? or cause them so much trouble??

seriously i wish that fucking money-minded bitch to have these fucking nightmares, get knocked down by a ar or something. she will get her own retribution back.. someday..


the reason i went to jp, is because i'm meeting him! i think that it was a bad start when i saw him, my eyes were abit tearry. yep! but manage to say something to him. after drying away my sister's tears, and cutting the phone services, we went to buy the movie tickets. my sis and i took out the money, and wanted to pay. but.. he paid for us le.. =/ he said it was our xmas gifts. ty!! ate at ljs. seriously. i cant stop smiling non-stop. =S went to watch "kk" yep.. well, we missed the last train home.. so we hv to take the bus. he's such a nice guy.. he even walked us home. actually not home, near our home. but.. so nice of him right?? we din talk much though.. at least i get to walk beside him!! haha. suddenly.. i miss him alot. =)


going for the free movie tt loh treated us. WHOOPEE! tt narnia show. going to bugis with the camp committee ppl~ cnt wait! =D


you're the most important thing to me,
i love you my dear.

:)

am i getting excited?
or am i getting afraid?

should i lie to them, that instead of staying here, i'm going there?

i'm confused.

I'M BACK FROM GENTING!

xD

WEEE~~ back from the camp le.


DAY 1

met up wif the rest of e camp committee members. i was the last to reach there again.. they are really early. shiping, ailing, zubi and durga went to lead e pt, while anyu and i went to hide the clues for the treasure hunt. we hide the about 2-3 clues den we found out that we did it wrongly, we have to run back and redo the whole thing over. =.=" hide hide hide. reached the last destination, at the fountain, the big big fountain. we tried to stick it underneath, but it fell in the water instead. so we put it somewhere on top.. we followed 1 of the grp. yeap! that grp was v v enthu. loads and loads of ideas. after tt was field cooking. we sent them out to settle their lunch themselves. den left us (committee members), we chose a spot. seriously, the wind there was HUGE!! we had difficulities. yeap! we managed to cook everything on time. *clap clap* we had some games after tt. the marching part was like the most TIRING part EVER! everybody was like dying. after dinner, we had obstacle race, before that, grp B as suppose to clean up that area. one of them, i wont sae out her name. she mopped the floor for about less than 3 mins, i walked over, she complained to me that she has been doing it for a v v long time, and told me to help her mop and put it back afterwards. wad crap. T.T .. the telematch was soo fun!! everybody went to bathe afterwards.. only us, (committee members) were the only ones dirty. dang~ we slept outside the classroom. seriously.. it was so damn COLD!!


DAY 2

we woke up 15 mins later. we found out they havent even woke up! yeap.. no comments on the 2nd day though..


i love the camp committee!!


i'm going overseas tmr..
3 days 2 nights..
i'm gonna miss you loads.

i love you too. (:

i cant sleep late in the night, those shouting are keeping me awake. i wanted to go in and stop everything. but i just cant, i cant interfere with anything. all i could do is to just hear all the sufferings. i cant stand the pain. i hear the beatings, my heart ached, whenever i hear you hitting her. i couldnt stop but let the tears flow. you showed me the injuries. my heart stopped, i started to cry again. but whenever i looked at you, i just cant help thinking that you were an aggressive person. i started to pity everyone. i was wondering, should i leave home? i will not have known what had happened, and you would not tell me the truth either. should i?



going away for the camp tmr.

just heard the song.. stick with you by the pcd. man!
but that song was feat some guy.. really sucks!

i heard that song.. i was like..
PUIPUIPUI!!
*thumbs down*


2 MORE DAYS TO THE GG CAMP!
4 MORE DAYS TO THE GENTING TRIP!

=))


dont be sad ya?

<3

i'm god damn tired.

e camp committee so called "pon" guides.. we ran off to je to buy some stuffs. came back wif all those stuffs.

it was so damn heavy! must hv made me a few inches shorter nw.. =.="


den.. we came back..


& tt stupid fucking bitch, all because of her, we hv to redo the treasure hunt clues & ans all over again.

her BIG; CHIO; UNFORGETTABLE eyes, peeked into our proposal, causing so much inconvience to us.

we hv to run round & round e school, finding a secretive place for e clues.


we're gonna make sure tt grp B dies of running. (:



tt BITCH!
si bei act chio lor..

damn that bitch.

a BIG hole appearing.
=(

i miss you guys!
<3

she sings like an angel
but you cant hear a word..

seriously.. tt camp thinggy, that we have to plan..

I'M SO DARN STINKING TIRED!


okay.. the camp "people"

CC - durga
ACC - ailing
T - me!
P - shiping
L - zubaidah
AC - anyu


i'm so excited!

they are coming over to my house todae!

0912.. still no sign of them
they must have got lost.

X))

YILIAN'S GREATEST WORK OF ALL. XD

http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/425722969



XD

i'm breaking down.

you dont have to repeat yourself over and over again.
i dread hearing your fucking voice.
you make me fucking sick
so what if you do observe us?? stop your fucking whining
you dont have to observe us you know?? its just your mental problem.
we dont do what you want, we have our own personal reasons
its just that your fucking ears dont wanna listen to us
its not our damn problem. its yours
and stop putting the fucking blame on us,
esp me.

STOP YOUR FUCKING NONSENSE.

my stupid com broke down today..
i'm so fucking mad.
yeap~~ fixed le. (:


i'm full of moods.. call it a moodswing if you want. devasted, anger, jealousy.. whatever.


i hate moodswings.. makes me a psycho. T_T


i love MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!
i love GOOD CHARLOTTE!
i love T.A.T.U!
i love THE CLICK FIVE!


hey girl, i'm gonna catch your wave.

its the end.

i dont wanna live no more.

life isn't any use to me no more

life sucks.

i wanna stab myself a thousand million time.

suddenly.. i feel so..

DEPRESSED, SAD, MISERABLE, I'M IN DESPAIR.


i wanna stab myself a million times.

we, (ailing, shiping, zubaidah, durga & me) planned for the 19th and 20th of dec gg camp. the sec 1s & 2s will be there only.. so..

ANY SEC 1S OR SEC 2S GUIDES READING THIS..

PLEASE PLEASE COME TO THIS PATHETIC CAMP!!!


i was e last to reach jurong.. OMG! so paiseh.. =S
talk talk talk.. discuss discuss discuss.. FINALLY!! ITS DONE!!


durga & sp thought of ways to punish dem.. tsk tsk tsk.. their influenced minds.. *shakes head* i gave dem an idea.. to wash the toilets in the middle of the night!!! =D


den.. went to check the prices of those items.. T.T

seriously.. i love hanging out wif my gg frens ((:


i'm REAL REAL confused. heard some things from him, heard another thing from dem.. it was YOU PPL!

THAT SICKENING GRP OF PPL.. YOU PPL STARTED THIS FUCKING NONSENSE. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE YOU HEARD IT. YOU PPL MADE ME LOCK MY BLOG.. YOU SICKENING BUNCH OF IDIOTS, YOU SPREAD EVERY NONSENSE YOU HEARD. THAT FUCKING BASTARD, CANT YOU JUST TELL IT INFRONT OF MY FUCKING FACE?! INSTEAD OF SPREADING THE FUCKING NEWS THAT I LIKE YOU, (which i dont now) TO ALL YOUR FUCKING CLASSMATES. CANT YOU PPL JUST POKE UR FUCKING NOSES SOMEWHERE ELSE?! sheesh..

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice calls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it though every storm
What is life, whats the use if your killed inside
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Because you live, I live, I live

maybe i'm just being scared of everything.
unknowingly, 4 probs rose up to me.
i'm getting mad for 4 days straight.

HIM;
thanks for everything you've done. you listen to me when i'm down or when i'm having probs. you were the one who was willingly to open your listening ear to listen to me when i'm unhappy. not everyone wants to listen to me, they think that i'm just grabbing attention.. no i'm not. true friends are really hard to find nowadays..


i dont wanna close my eyes, i dont wanna fall alsleep cause i miss you babe, & i dont wanna miss a thing~

i've removed my password thinggy.. thats because..
i think that i shuldnt be afraid of dem reading my blog or anything.
seriously.
PLEASE STOP SPOUTING NONSENSE.
tt particular class.. T.T
i dont wanna love nor like anyone anymore.
i'm real pissed off for 3 days straight.. i dont think i cant endure my anger no more.
everyone ard me is making me mad.

i have nothing to say..

I'M PISSED

I'M BACK FROM THE GUIDES CAMP!!

lets say.. guide camp was.. FUN!

DAY 1
went to sch. met up wif ade.. den, we went to wait at e carpark 2gether wif the rest of e sec 2s. we carried their HEAVY bags, checked in for dem, escort dem to the hall. seriously, wad dey were carrying were simply jus HEAVY! really pity dem.. those "small-sized" kids carrying such load. *shakes head*

went to prepare for the games at 4+. the first 2 grps came. jie keep begging me to tell dem the instrutions. =.=" no sickening ppl wanted to hear me. in e end, asked dem if dey noe the game. NONE OF DEM KNEW!! *slaps* esp 1 ger.. si bei sacarstic. buay ta han her.. T.T .. after everything, had some waterbombs left. tt durga threw everything on me. WATCH OUT DURGA!! =X

went hm after dinner. came back afterwardsblah blah blah.. slp in e canteen, on the tables somemore. zzzz.. theres 2 CATS loitering in e sch. i woke up in e middle of e nite, seeing 2 cats staring back at me. had a huge shock! T.T


DAY 2
woke up, my back was hurting like siao. seriously, it was damn cold.

campfire.. okay. it was quite fun i guess..

we sent shiping off to the sch gate. after tt, ade, ailing, grace and me went to stand on e sch gate and called mrs neo to pushed us ard. xD


DAY 3
we're SO PISSED off. we, ailing, ade, shiping, grace and me sang our "favourite" song. started by ailing..

"JENNY KENNY WA WA! MEI KE REN AI DE WA WA! JENNY JENNY WA WA! lalalala~~"

buay ta han her (:


1st look: i laughed at you
2nd look: i rmbed tt incident and continued to laugh
3rd look: some feeling got over me
4th look: i'm in love

going away for a camp tmr. =(
go there do nth. OMG..
its a 3 days 2 nights camp.
stay for 1 nite nia.. coming back on wed nite. (:

went for guides today. after the briefing, which was super duper fast, we went to play caption's ball & bball. =.="
i was wearing the sch uniform. my goodness! i'm going to sweat like a pig. -.-"


went to buy maple card.. AGAIN. my sis lor.. always nt satisfied wif her hair.. zzzz.



nothing hurts like love..

YEAH~~ todae is my birthday! celebrated it at east coast. 2gether wif.. puifun, shiping, ailing, anyu, jie and me!! =D

woke up. seriously.. i'm panicking of wad to wear.. wad to bring. LOADS! met up wif puifun. walked to the mrt station. when to buy a maple card. yays! FINALLY!! my sis was soo scared, in the end. i hav to ask for it myself. T.T


went to shiping's hse. took everything.. we had to WALK a long long distance. esp when in e mrt. seriously. i'm falling alsleep.. LOL. reached there in e end.

ate our lunch first.. den, we went to rent bicycles. yea~~ rode ard.. to the jetty.. lalala~~ xD

den.. we went to the beach or shore. whatever.. we got into the water.. anyu and jie cant go in. beats me.. shiping, ailing, puifun and me went in. seriously. i had LOADS of fun there!! den mummy and daddy came wif jie and my cake!! =D took some fotos. (:


1 BIG FAMILY! grace. ailing, shiping, anyu, puifun and me! *muackss*

from left; me, shiping, ailing, puifun, anyu & grace!
MUMMY AND DADDY!!
Bdae ger. (:

OUR BDAE CAKE!! *YUMMY*

and.. me and my sis changed our hairstyle.. maple of cuz. and heres the fotos..

for ur info.. she changed thrice!! NOT FAIR!

my ugly hair!! OMG!!

oh yah! my first present giver.. ALVIN! thank you for the maple dog! *muackss* =D and and! the guys for ur present!! THANK YOU! ^^

i've suffered sunburns!! YAYS! i'm darker now!! xD

TMR IS MY BIRTHDAY TMR IS MY BDAE TMR IS MY BDAE!!!!


yipee~!!! turning 14 le! xD


mummy and daddy decided to bring jie and me for a treat, to celebrate eariler for us. cuz tmr there wun be enuff time. (: when to eat. daddy handed me a letter. its a edusave merit bursary. ^^


i wun get tt money cuz daddy & mummy's total income is more den $3000. -cries-
oh well~ nt fated to get the award anyways. =X


1 hr and 18 mins left to 12.
^^

you cheer me up everytime when i'm down.
you brighten up my life when my life is dull.
you were there for me everytime when i needed a listening ear.
you cared for me when others dont.

i love you. (:

went to macritchie thinggy for hiking~~ xD


took some fotos. yl haven send dem to me yet.. so.. no fotos yet. xD


we walked at e back wif mrs loh. den while walking. we saw a monkey! xD we all ran past him. mrs loh was left behind. tt monkey showed its teeth at mrs loh. OMG~~ imagine. how funny can it get? LOL.


walk walk walk.. damn tired. everyone were..

a pity..

he was outside the school,
i walked past.
i saw him.
yeap!

no. he dint notice me..
he din see me.

=(

i want to show that..
that i really cared for you.
i dont show concern for him no more.
he's 1 bad example.
and you ain

(:

my terrible, idiotic past.
you destroy every bit thats left of me
i wanna start over again..
is it so difficult??

hey,
i'm pretty much worried about you.

you seemed a little..
troubled??

i can see from your msn nick
tell me anything if you must okay?
cheer up! xD

Natalie Feat. Justin Roman - Where Are You

[Justin]
(I know you are out there baby...somewhere)
There is someone out there for me (I know there is somebody out there)
I know she is waiting so patiently (yeah) can you tell me her name? (Somebody tell me her name)
This life-long search is gonna drive me insane
How does she laugh? How does she cry? What's the color of her eyes?
Does she even realize I'm here?
Where is she? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada (where are you?)

[Natalie]
I'm staring out at the sky (I see you baby)
Praying that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams (right here) yea-yeah
I'll wait forever, how silly it seems
How does he laugh? How does he cry? What's the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?
Where is he? Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?
Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?
dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada (where are you?)

[Justin]
There is someone out there for me (there is someone out there for me)
I know she is waiting so patiently (so patient)
Can you tell me her name (can you tell me his name)
This life-long search is gonna drive me insane (that's right)

[Natalie]
How does he laugh? How does he cry? What is the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?

[Justin]
Where is she? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?

[Natalie]
Where is he? Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?

[Together]
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah) dadadadadada (I know you out there)
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah) dadadadadada

[Justin Talking]
Where are you? I'm going to look all over the world baby
'Cuz I know you are out there
I know this might sound crazy, but I think I love you
dadadadadada (that's right) dadadada dadadadadada
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah)dadadadadada

Where are you??



i miss you..
there's still loads of reasons why i like you.
=)


4 more days to my birthday. (:

sorry i took so long to reply your sms.
sorry.
i misplaced my handphone (:


I'M SO FRICKING JEALOUS OF MY SISTER!!

okay. at about 1+, my sister received a sms from "him". he typed,"hey.. i at your hse there le.." seriously. she jumps for joy~ later. after a few smses, "he" telephoned my sister. and he said that he was directly downstairs of our hse. we ran to the balcony to look. yes~ he was there. den "he" kept persuading my sister to go down. but hey! its like.. 2 in the morning. my parents will kill us and go wild if they found out 1 of the twin is gone. den "his" fren started waving at us. too bad sister. den.. the bad thing is. they all started smoking. MY GOODNESS. seriously.. i do hate smokers alot.


thankfully, he isnt a smoker.
you're the most important thing in my life
love you loads!

just fetched daddy from the airport
OMG.
while waiting for him, there's a man standing infront of my sister and me.
my sister was like, "MEI! see that man's back!!"
i was like.. "HUH? WHERE GOT WHERE GOT?!?!"
den i looked at the man's back.
OMG! there was something poking outta his back.
some unknown object.
he made it worse, he bent over his back, making it more OBVIOUS!
i cant stop laughing
i laughed till i cried.
that was 1 of my most happiest moments ever.
^_____^

you took so long just to know i'm refering to "YOU"
wow.
ahahahaha!!

sry. i cant tell you everything. =D

she told me everything
actually not everything
most of it i guess
about you,
sleeping late,
bills expensive,
not concentrating.

i'm too ashamed to ask you.
=X


daddy's coming home today!! i keep wondering that whether he brought me a gift. (:


6 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY! ^^
27.11.91

i'm dreamt of you
you're so silly,
its so obvious. ((:


those words you said,
that you cared about me
i'm..
satisfied??
is that the word to use??
ya..

i miss you loads. ((:

ahahaha! i cant think of anything.. T.T


hav guides camp. 29 of nov?? 2 days after my birthday~~

WEEEE!!
8 MORE DAYS. XD


she's just the girl i'm looking for~

TO HIM:
no,
i dont blame you.
(:

TO HER:
you pissed me off every single moment when i talk to you.
dont try to be nice to me or whatsoever
your pathetic act,
others can see it through easily.
i never thought someone so dear to me can be such a pain in the ass.

you suck big time

ytd went to watch harry potter wif
THE CHALET GANG! +sharon. ahahaha.. i miss dem loads. (:
the chalet gang rocks! xD


daddy went to china at 1am td. awwww.. i miss you daddy! yi lun shun fong! =D


you dont care no more
all you care about is fame
no,
it ain the same no more..


& oh yah!!
YPPAH YADHTRIB ECNERALC
xD
*read it backwards


i felt so hopeless,
i never stood up for myself..

too busy to blog. OMG.. so hectic. =S

sorry,
din meant to off the phone.
my phone no battery le.
i must admit,
i'm pretty shocked you called
at the same time,
i'm celebrating~


xD

HAHAHAHAHA!!


you are so humorous. (:


thats 1 of the reason why i like you. ^^

do you?

dont curse yourself silly. (:
i know exactly what you mean.
you're so sweet.
hahahaha!!
dont need to feel paiseh de. xD
srry. i doze off.. LOL
din reply your smses. =X

love you loads. ^^

i often dreamt about you and me.
did it come true?
i often wonder about that..


SNAP OUT OF IT JOYCE!
HE'S NOT GONNA FALL FOR YOU!

(:

ytd. went to a chalet wif 2/7 peeps. had fun there.. LOL. some ppl, whom i've not met b4, was there.. o.O


OMG.. he called me ytd.

cant stop smiling even when i slept. LOL.. besides. i cant slp anyways.. the boys are sooo noisy. esp lengkiat. whom dey called, the 24 hrs radio. hahahaha!! xD



i wonder.. i wonder..

i miss you so much now.


weee~!! sooo fun!! taking screenshots wif you.
i'll edit it after i come back from the chalet.
den i'll put in my my msn dp, my desktop, or friendster..

(:

30 more mins left..
i cant see you in maple for the nxt 24 hrs anymore. ):


you're so sweet. (:

HAHAHA!!

SEE?!
ALVIN! I WROTE UR NAME! xD

f2 f2 f2


ALVIN ALVIN ALVIN
(:

your words are still roaming around in my mind.
you really meant what you said??


that portal, once i step into it,
i'll be able to see you once again.
but do i have the chance to?
those obstacles are blocking me,
refraining me to get in that portal.
will you step through that portal,
or that i'll see you once again?


i wont be able to see you again nor maple wif you tmr.
do i really want to go to that chalet??
not really..

ummm.. valerie told me she TAGGED me. okay.. LOL


rules of the game:
1) post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself.
2)At the end, list the names of 5 people who you want next to this and leave a comment "YOU ARE TAGGED" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.

5 weird/random stuffs about me:
o1- cant live w/o maple
o2- maple with him everytime i go online =X
o3- cant live w/o my double ANE & ah siao gang ((:
o4- i laugh REAL LOUD!
o5- weird.. real WEIRD


next 5 people doing this quiz:
Sharon
Grace
Yilian
Roufang
Linda

do not ask people who asked you to play or had already played before.


okay.. went for guides. had silver test.. shiping, yilian, puifun and me went to hide at the back door so that guan ying and wankee wun see us. LOL. indeed, dey din see us. hahahahaha!!!


loads of us discussed the answers. LOL.. including me =X


ITS MUMMY'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! *MUACKSS*

(:

damn. tmr having gg silver test.. i'm gonna fail it. cant rmb anything..


i'm still pissed off bout the class i'm going. so fucking mad.. tmr going to see for myself when i go to sch for cca. OMG.. cca.. sucks


all e ppl i hate r going to 3/6. OH GREAT! i'm going to bear grudges against dem.. i miss naidu!!! shes going 3/7.. *cries*

HE SAW MY BLOG!

O.O

NOOOOO!!


not 3/6!! FUCK! in A maths somemore.. in FNN & hist.


i'm so DEPRESSED!

NOOOOO!! I DONT WANNA GO 3/6!! I DETESTS 3/6!!


sharon called. my sis answered. sharon told us that we're going to 3/6. FUCK. i wish she made a mistake. shuld i done badly in the EOYE. sooo regretful now.. I WANNA DIE.

i prefer jumping down the building than to be in 3/6. i miss 2/7 badly..and i mean real badly. miss those happy moments we've been together as a class.. except one time. when tt bastard stole my handfone. OMG. tt was in april..


i wanna be in 3/7!!!
I WANNA STAY IN 2/7 FOREVER!

my smses bills are going to pok liao. OMG! have been smsing this whole wk.. die die die.


smsed him ytd nite. WEEEEE~!!!! ahahahaha.. he's so funny everytime i maple wif him.. such a humorous guy. yeap! xD


i'm the most happiest girl in the world! ^^

NOOOO!! I'M NEVER GONNA TELL YOU WHY I LIKE YOU!!

even if you torture me, i'll never tell you~


weeee!! i just love playing maple wif YOU. ((:

everything is not working out right.

so, you wanna get back at us??

you wanna think everything you do is right??

oh pls.. think again. you're so wrong..


NOO!! i'm not jealous of your hair sis!!! you rebond le so wad?! i can rebond again mah.. NOT FAIR!! mummy paid for ur rebonding.. i have to pay for myself leh.. you go jean yip, i go neighbourhood de. NOT FAIR!! THIS WORLD IS NOT FAIR!! omg. i'm over-reacting..


27 mins to 12 le.. have to go tt website to see which class i'm being posted to. i dun wanna go to 3/6!! i wanna go to 3/7!!! *cries* sure gonna go to 3/6 based on wad siewying had told me just nw.. i'm so sad.. )=

3 words;

i'm so embarrassed.


i'm feeling sooo.. paiseh.


shuld nt have told him.. =X


i mean.. i just really got to know him in the last 3 days.


OMG. what have i done?!?!

si xiao qi guei. nv gonna talk to you in my whole life again


nxt fri is my mummy's birthday le.
I LOVE MY MUMMY TO BITS! *MUAKCSS*


i hate this mouse!! its so sickening. everytime i try to move it, the cursor flies ard. AHHH!! i cant stand it anymore.. =S


OH MY GOSH. have i really fallen for him??

=X

everybody's pissing me off. esp my dad.

pls lah, get the fucking facts right first before telling me i'm wrong bastard
you forced me to use this word.


black face?? oh please.. you dont even understand me, let alone you know how i feel.
you are a selfish man who thinks for himself only.
you dont care about the others,
how they feel,
how they want things to be.

you never let my have a chance to explain dad..


i'm utterly disappointed in you..

you ain the person which i used to admire alot.

now, to me,
you're just a selfish, heartless guy..

had a new kor ytd.. he told me loads of things that i din know.. esp the 2 persons he liked. wahahaha!! i can blackmail him!! xD

dint know that he smoked. not my kor, him.. he smoked. had 3 or more ex. hanging out with the wrong and bad company.. oh my god. he wasnt the person which i used to know.. i'm truely disappointed.


i hate you bitch. you wanna flirt?? go ahead! dont do your puking act infront of me. oh whatever bitch. dont act dao infront of me. pls lah..

hey dude!
dont OI me man
its rude.
you broke my heart.

i'm still wondering.. who was that guy?? according to him.. he told me he wasnt from his class.

oh great! someone knew my blog.. he oso must have knew that i like him rite?? must be.. how did he even get into my blog?? see my tags. nvm. ignore it. ((:


is he reading this?? o.O


i dont wanna go for guides ltr. i'm gonna slp thru the lessons to 5. =)


AHHHH!!! die die die.. mati mati mati!! my smses bill are gonna burst when i receive the bills. mummy and daddy are gonna skin me alive. =.="


i'm glad, you still remember me.
i'm glad, we still keep in touch.
i'm glad.
but 1 thing i'm not glad
is that..
i dont really like your...

NONONO!


i have no mood to go for guides tmr. plus, puifun told me that tmr we're having lessons. GOSH! can tmr get any more boring?!?!

EEEEE YUR!


banana man msged me. i was shocked i must admit.. he saed hello. i replied.


he asked me if i was open. erm.. din actually know wad that means. den he told me he found out my num by himself.. he's really really very weird i must really really admit.


den.. he asked me, are you interested in (something something) seriously. that shocked me. den keep asking me bout that thing. den i asked him, have you really (something something). den he said ya. he told me to keep it a secret.


dont ask me anything. my lips are sealed (:


mummy & daddy finally agreed to let my sis and i go for the class chalet!! YIPEE!
i'm over the moon!


finally, i've finished packing everything whole junk into that drawers and what so ever in there. sneeze a couple of times. i have a bad bad nose.. =S


realised that i have loads and loads of items that is still useful. why did i notice that a long long time ago?? goodness..


i love my chemical romance!
i love GERARD WAY!

i love the pang sai team!!!


ps 1; me!
ps 2; grace!
ps 3; clara!
ps 4; shih han!
ps 5; marc!
ps 6; huimin!


nahz.. clara and my sis named it. and i'm the leader! wahahaha!!! in maple.. ((:

YES I'M UPDATING YILIAN!! ((:


woke up in a bad bad bad mood.. mad man..


den went to the library.. went to the second floor to find a quiet spot. saw tt someone was looking at me. looked, i saw anyu!!! den saw ailing & shiping. 2gether wif her 2/2 frens. ((:


den went up to 4th floor. den we chatted and talked non-stop.. saying where shuld we go on my birthday.. actually, its nt my birthday.. its both my sis & my birthday. =) .. den talking hu shuld we invite. den blah blah..


dad go & reformat the whole computer. AHHHH!! all my folders! all my pictures! all gone. shit man..


ytd.. played maple. saw he was online.. i den wrote to all my buddy.. "(his name) ONLINE!!!!" and the best thing is.. i keep repeating. suddenly, i realised.. HE CAN SEE THE MSG!!! omg.. i'm damn paiseh.. shit man..


anyways..


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMMI! LOVE YA LOADS! =D

went to a place. which i've forgotten. LOL


after my dad illegal park his car, i looked at the road there.. den i saw mrs yeo!!! hahaha!! den i shouted, "HELLO MRS YEO!!" den she looked at me, in a shocked way..


den i waved at her. den she waved back & said, "you all going for dinner arh??" HAHAHAHA!


soo qiao. ((:


stupid lmao.. came to post bout this. =X


now i noe.. mummy and daddy ain happy over my results.. PLS LAH! my chinese from 38 jumped to 73 leh.. no even a gd job nor gd work heard from you guys..


i'm disappointed.. )=

love my sister loads.

thnks sis! =D

thnks for the mesos & the clothes. ((:

got back our report bks today.. i kept smiling throughout when i was reading the comments. (:


my results.. again. overalls;
EL: 59, grade 5
MT: 59, grade 5
MATHS: 73, grade 2
SCI: 62, grade 4
HIST: 58, grade 5
LIT: 61, grade 4
HM ECONS: 65, grade 3
CME: B


OMG! i cant believe my literature gt higher den my history!! AHHH!! & the best thing is.. i've chosen history as one of my subjects already.. OMG! my biggest mistake of my life..


& the comments tt yip han has given me..

Joyce has been consistently hardworking and committed to continous improvement. She demonstrate a kind nature and is sensitive to the feeling of others. She sees situations in a positive light and is able to handle setbacks.


HAHAHA!! funny ain it??


total marks: 612/1000 ( lousy! )
percentage: 61%
conduct: GOOD
class position: 8/38
level position: 19/76
=D

had the 5 mins of fame. OMG! made me laugh like siao when 2/7 is performing.. esp when ismail, nazrul & syafiq are performing. after the performance.. it made me feel,

I DUN WANNA GO TO 3/6! I WANNA STAY IN 3/7!! I DUN WANNA MIX CLASS WIF 2/6!! I WANNA BE IN 2/7 FOREVER!!


geez.. i sound like a baby.. =S


dunno if dad's gonna skin me alive. but i sure know 1 thing, my dad is gonna scold my sis like hell, and my mum is gonna nag & nag non-stop at my sis.. get ready a piece of ear-plugs! ((:


I'M GONNA MISS 2/7 LOADS! xD


good day..


her1, her2.. PLS LAH.. dun act as if ppl owe you something. and besides, i dun owe you anything, it was you who owe me loads of things.

goodness.


went to see his profile. OMG.. there was like a cold war outbreak. his ex went to scold him in her profile. his fren went to tell him. GOSH..


but he did nothing.

now i know.. there's a soft side in him. ((:

her1, her2, her3 & her4


her1 & her2, a BIG nono.

her3 & her4, a BIG yesyes.


her1 & her2. OH PLEASE, dont show me your, "unseperatable relationship" to me, *pukes*


her3 & her4. I LOVE YOU GUYS!


her1 & her2, those incorrigible discriminators.. go spread ur love of you two somewhere else..

currently in the sch com's lab.


AHHHH!! the t'cher's name is JAMES WEE KIAN SENG!!!!

hahahaha!! gt 1 time, he came & off our coms.. LOL!


tt business class thinggy is sooo BORING!
i'm dying soon..
sooo BORING!!

i'm so scared.

on friday.. my doom's day.

watch me die on friday.

i'm gonna flunk everything, every paper, every section.

grrrr.. i'm pissed off.

yes i am. (:

both my class ranking & my lvl ranking are devastating..
my class rank, 8 outta 37 ppl i think..
my lvl ranking, 19 outta 70+ ppl i think..

AHHH!! lousy!!
y am i even born so dumb anyways??

i'm having sores & aches today when i awoke.. all bcuz of ytd's caption's ball inter-class games.. todae oso have tt game. GOSH! i'm gonna turn in early.. i cant even walk properly.. looked so ugly. =S


i sew & made a shirt & a skirt ytd during guides! sooo fun!!
hahahahaha!!
shakila, my guides junior & a bunch of dem told me tt dey went to sentosa wif him on last sat. wow.. dey knew him. i'm jealous.. =)


LOUSY!! MY LOUSY RANKING!! at least improved by 4 positions.. mid-yr gt rank num 12. nw 8.. well~ at least i'm happy. *pats on back* i dun wanna care wad my parents feel.. i feel tt i've done well enough for this end-yr. ((:


good day..

my EOYE results are much much much better den the overalls.


moring.. had a spotcheck. stupid sia.. my fingnails were NOT even LONG lor.. den tt stupid yip han go sae.. "stand up stand up!!" i kept saying no no no!! in the end.. stood up infront of the whole assembly area. OMG! i'm damn paiseh sia.. stupid yip han.. saw tt siti was oso standing up. den i kept asking yip han whether i could sit down. MAN!! he is sooo.. sooo.. soooo.. haiz. den looked at him. told us to sit down.. FINALLY!


chinese period le.. ong han guan talked craps. den ltr gave us our chinese paper 2. i was soo scared cuz i nv did really passed chinese b4 in my life. used to be my best subject in pri sch. haha.. hu cares now?? okay.. saw the paper. OMG! i've scored 53/70!!! weeee~!!! tts the highest marks i've ever gotten in my life!! weeee~!!! den my paper 1.. scored 51/70 for compo & letter writing.. total is 104/140.. WOAH!! at least i nv fail rite?? hahaha!! den ong han guan told us the total marks for the EOYE chinese.. i've scored 73/100!!! woah.. tts going into my bk of records. ((: but my overalls for chinese was 59/100.. oh wells~ at least not a c6. ^^


den english. hmmm.. din actually sae the papers. but i went over to vanessa lim. saw the whole class's marks. saw my oral. gt 14.. i knew terrence would be stingy for the first one who took the oral first. oh wells~ saw my marks was 62.5/100~ weee!! b4! den ranking num 6th..


after tt.. vanessa lim gave us the overalls for eng. everyone rushed out of the classroom to check their marks. i stayed in there & chatted wif sharon. den marina came and told me i'm in ranking num 2nd!! rushed outta the classroom. omg~ 59/100. den my position was 2nd!!! YAYS!! omg. i'm damn happy about it. some bunch of dem failed. and divina was in there.. she told us tt she onli passed mother tongue & sci. NOOOO!! i dun wan naidu to retain!! NONONONONO!!


according to someone.. i'm going to 3/6 nxt yr.. and taking A maths~ YAYS! my dream! xD


my overalls:
English: 59/10, c5
Chinese: 59/100, c5
Maths: 73/100, a2
Express maths: 53.5/100, c6
Science: 62/100, b4
Literature: 53.5/100, c6
History: 58/100, c5

WOW. both my languages scored 59.. cool..


good day..

was it him or was it just my imagination??
i hope it really is him. ((:

still upset bout my overalls for maths.. left 2 more stinking marks to a1.. omg.. 73/100.. a2. NOOO!! 2 more marks. i'm dead. i failed to fulfill daddy's hopes for me. oh wells.. he did request either an a2 or an a1. i've scored a1 for the EOYE maths. scored a2 for the overalls.. i shuld be happy rite?? yeap!

and my literature.. actually wanted to choose literature instead of history cuz out of 4 tests over the yr, i've only passed 1 test. so actually wanted to choose lit.. but now.. my lit gt 53.5/100.. my hopes have died. i'm gonna choose history!! weee~ i'm surprised. only 17 outta 37 ppl passed hist. and i've passed! i tot i'm gonna fail hist. (:

i wish i'll get either a c5 or b4 for both my languages. i dont wan another c6 anymore. have 2 c6 already.. cant afford to have another 1. *prays hard*

good day..

still cant believe tt Y knows about it.

i'm damn shocked..


my feelings towards the hse is so awkward. everything~


mum & dad won 4D.. LOL. too bad dey din bet wif huge sums of $$.. or else i'll pester dem to buy me great stuffs that i've owaes wanted!!! too bad.. at least dey won a few hundred $$.. =D


everyday.. learning what has happened.. tt incident
COOL!

GOSH! everything is like coming to me now..


just nw chatted wif someone from his class.. yeah. the truth, dey did called my name.. GOSH!!! den told me if i ahd a twin sis. omg.. how on earth does he noe tt?!?! asked him.. apparently.. it was tt guy hu told him.. lets name him, "Y".. Y told him.. omg. who would have known??


yes.. he knew tt i liked him. wonder hu was tt person. if i've known, i'll diao him/her. ((:


everything single thing in my hse has just been shifted & moved. seems weird to me.. just nt getting used to it. ^^


good day..

YES! today's the most hapiest day of my life!!! yesyesyes!!! okay.. i'm the crazy one.. ((:


took back express maths first. joelle and lydiana insisted on waiting for kerk to come. oh wells, waited wif dem.. i'm damn worried. i just wanna pass E maths mah. den kerk said, "JOYCE!". walked deadly to kerk. took the paper.. immdiately looked at it. OH MY GOSH!! 27 and a half over 50. YAYS! i smiled & smiled. i laughed till i cried. seriously.. i cried. i'm damn happie bout it. GOSH! ltr is sci le..


ng called by index. okay. got 61/100.. okay.. a b4. quite alright through. cuz gt a 6 infront mah. ^^


went for p.e.. just went thru some nyaa stuffs. den ltr have to giv peter lim check.. den i went there cuz its my turn le.. den peter said this to me.. "ah joyce ah.. nxt wk is my grandmother's 90th birthday. you go there sing a song for her arh.." it was hilarious! he sae wanna make his granmother laugh.. wahahahaha!!


ltr is eng le. onli take back the compre nia.. gt erm.. erm.. 42 and a half over 80.. quite alright lah.. cuz loads of ppl gt 30+ de mah. =))


den png came. gave us our history papers back.. i looked and squeezed my way thru the huge crowd.. find index num 4 find index num 4. ahhh!! i've scored 65/100!! YAYS! second time in my life i've passed history!! YIPEE!! my mcq gt 17/20. ((:


after recess was maths!! AHHH!! die die die. okay.. yip han counted my marks wrong!! WRONG WRONG WRONG!! den gt 79/100.. AHHH!! 1 MORE STINKING MARK TO 80!! nvm.. at least gt a A1. =D


ltr saharah came. i've gt 21 and a half. the top was 23. okay lah.. nt too far frm the top scorer. hahahaha!!!


ltr gt CME.. aiya. did veri badly. hav no moral.. LOL. =X


okay. after sch.. walked past the bball court.. looked at the void deck there. GOSH! his classmates were there! suddenly.. a grp like shouted, "JOYCE! JOYCE!" den started waving across.. i was like real shocked.. dunno how to react. so, looked at the ground, looked again. shouted joyce again. waved again. GOSH! dey can see me frm afar. wahahahaha!!!


seriously.. i cant stop smiling nor laughing nor talking bout it after tt. blah blah blah..


i'm gonna choose history instead of literature nw. my lit sucks. take history wif me 2/7!!! xD haven decided on those 4 sub. soon..
^_______^


and my maths overalls. hahaha!! scored 73. AHHH!! from A1 dropped to A2!!! GOSH! gt ranking num 6th. shared wif wen chao.. dun think anyhow arh.. hahahaha!!! i wanna get into A maths! =D


my results for EOYE..
Express maths: 53/100, C6
Science: 61/100, B4
Maths: 79/100, A1
Literature: 53.5/100, C6
English: ??
Chinese: ??
History: 65/100, B3
CME: =X



good day..

GOSH! its 2303 & i still havent chose my subjects for sec 3. i'm gonna choose literature. and i have to choose btw FNN, D&T or geog. never in my life i'll take art. yeah.. some personal reason. (:

i feel so terrible now. my stomach hurts as if someone is tearing it out. i have been having headaches for 5 days straight. i feel so terrible..

was it a sign to say that i did badly for my EOYE?? the results are out tmr.. taking back express maths, science, english and maths. i'm so scared bout my express maths.. i just wanna pass it.. thats all.. i wanna get a A1 for my maths. i wanna get at least a A2 or A3 for my science and get at least a A3 for my english papers.

i feel sick. i dun wanna go to sch tmr. i dun feel gd. i cant eat anything. i can think straight. & i just ain doing anything right. wads wrong wif me??

looking back at this past year, i've suffered alot. his problem.. studies problem.. my missing handphone problem. i'm surprised that i've sufferd so much and have survived. but there's 1 more obstacle to cross, and that is to make my dad proud of my EOYE. i just wanna make him happy.. for once in his life.

i still dont know wad subjects to choose from. my brain is bursting. some of my fren sae take history.. but my history sucks big time. i keep failing. so i decided to take literature. but my dad saes that my eng have to be veri veri strong. den oso, have to choose between geography, d&t, fnn and art. i dun like art, so i'm not gonna take tt sub. geog.. i'll think abt it. i nv fail geog b4 in my life. d&t.. my dad learns engineering, so he can teach us. fnn.. according to sam, too mani project works.. i dunno wad to choose from. still, i have to hand in tt form tmr.. my life..

my doom's day is tmr..


first period for me is EXPRESS MATHS.. i'm gonna die of depression. i'm gonna fail. i cant get into A maths, i cant take option A.. AHHHH!!! i'm gonna commit suicide soon.


i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths, ohh yes i do. (:


i'm so sick wif 1 person. PUIPUIPUIPUIPUIPUI. tt person has only 10 testimonals. *winks at sammi* know hu rite?? wahahahaha.. OH PLS. SAYING URSELF CUTE?? o.O


yes!! i'm gonna have 2 internet connections today! just tt my dad haven bought the wires. yeah.. cuz my mum took the car.. hahahaha!!! i'm gonna play maple wif my sis! no need to exchange turns le. YIPEE!!! xD

had eng orals today.. it wasnt tt bad i suppose, just gave me a fright today..


changed of venue, went to 3/6 to take orals instead. okay.. havent started orals, joelle said to me, "wheres ur badge??" looked to my collar. OH MY GOSH! where is it?!?! *panicks* den there came my guiding star.. DIVINA!!! omg~ she accompanied me to the office. den when we wanna go in, saw teo there, shocked us. den ltr wait for awhile.. den ltr look again. GOSH! mrs yip was there!! AHHHH!!! okay.. nvm nvm. just dress like a nerd den ke yi liao. (: den went in, tt stupid lady standing there was talking & talking on the fone. we got fed up, cuz its almost 0800, time for orals. no time to waste, ran up to 3/6. my lucky star lent me her sticker. thx naidu!! love ya! =D .. den terrance came. she said, "okay. first 2 come out! JOYCE & GRACE!!!" took a chair each & went out. den she told me to read & read. den she kept pulling the table further & further away from me. den i dunno tt if i shuld move anot. okay, den i moved. den she pull it even further. GRRRRR!!! fed up! dun wanna move anymore. okay.. but in the end moved abit. LOL! den read read.


this were the qus she asked me. "wad was the boy wearing the stripes t-shirt thinking?" i was looking elsewhere, nv see where she was pointing. den worse still, there was 2 boys wearing a strip shirt in the pic. OMG! which boy?!?! just pick anyhow. LOL. den i said, "he must have thought was had happened to make the clothes fall." den she asked, "anymore??" i kept thinking & thinking.. i wanted to say, those clothers dropped from the sky! hahahahaha!!! LMAO. okay.. the conversation part..


first 1, "any incident tt you have seen??" told her some things.. real life okay?? hahaha.. den she asked me was i at the scene. i said no. she told me to say another 1. okay.. told her another 1, this time i was at the scene. LOL. second qus.. "any disagreements you have had wif ur parents?? or any quarrels??" talk talk talk.. wasnt as bad i suppose. den finished le. told me to call sharon out. den i heard terrance said to my sis, "grace ah! wad r u waiting for?? chrismas issit??" HAHAHAHA. laughed on my way out..


on my way to the canteen to wait for the rest of double ANE, saw ushaa. she had finished her orals too. okay.. saw yip han at the canteen wif gary. LOL. den ran over to asked him bout our results. he said, "giv me $10 first" hahahahahahaha!!!!! den he told us to follow him to the staff room. den in the lift, heard yip & gary talk in a different language. heard he gt sae, "joyce & grace".. T.T .. den yip told us to wait outside. den he took out 3 papers. mine, jie & ushaa's. den saw my marks. OMG. 39/50 for paper 1!!!! AHHHHH.. 1 more fricking mark to 40. grrrr.. den my sis gt 46/50.. gd lah! happy lah! zzzz.. nvm nvm. well, ushaa failed hers. gt 22/50.. awwww.. 3 more marks. jia you ushaa!! paper can pull u up! hahaha.


went back.. waited for the others. yeah.. omg. den shakila told me, "HEY! *his name* behind you leh!" i turned back. bluff me shakila!!! hahahaha.. den looked infront. OMG. speaking of the devil.. he's there. goodness.. den i somemore facing dem lor.. grahhh!!! took the paper, hide my face. shakila go make it worse. she shouted his name loudy, den said hi to him. goodness me. LOL!!!


omg. my post is sooo long. wrote so much. oh wells.. bye peeps! love double ANE.


2 & 2, we're even. (:


good day..

had eng orals today.. it wasnt tt bad i suppose, just gave me a fright today..


changed of venue, went to 3/6 to take orals instead. okay.. havent started orals, joelle said to me, "wheres ur badge??" looked to my collar. OH MY GOSH! where is it?!?! *panicks* den there came my guiding star.. DIVINA!!! omg~ she accompanied me to the office. den when we wanna go in, saw teo there, shocked us. den ltr wait for awhile.. den ltr look again. GOSH! mrs yip was there!! AHHHH!!! okay.. nvm nvm. just dress like a nerd den ke yi liao. (: den went in, tt stupid lady standing there was talking & talking on the fone. we got fed up, cuz its almost 0800, time for orals. no time to waste, ran up to 3/6. my lucky star lent me her sticker. thx naidu!! love ya! =D .. den terrance came. she said, "okay. first 2 come out! JOYCE & GRACE!!!" took a chair each & went out. den she told me to read & read. den she kept pulling the table further & further away from me. den i dunno tt if i shuld move anot. okay, den i moved. den she pull it even further. GRRRRR!!! fed up! dun wanna move anymore. okay.. but in the end moved abit. LOL! den read read.


this were the qus she asked me. "wad was the boy wearing the stripes t-shirt thinking?" i was looking elsewhere, nv see where she was pointing. den worse still, there was 2 boys wearing a strip shirt in the pic. OMG! which boy?!?! just pick anyhow. LOL. den i said, "he must have thought was had happened to make the clothes fall." den she asked, "anymore??" i kept thinking & thinking.. i wanted to say, those clothers dropped from the sky! hahahahaha!!! LMAO. okay.. the conversation part..


first 1, "any incident tt you have seen??" told her some things.. real life okay?? hahaha.. den she asked me was i at the scene. i said no. she told me to say another 1. okay.. told her another 1, this time i was at the scene. LOL. second qus.. "any disagreements you have had wif ur parents?? or any quarrels??" talk talk talk.. wasnt as bad i suppose. den finished le. told me to call sharon out. den i heard terrance said to my sis, "grace ah! wad r u waiting for?? chrismas issit??" HAHAHAHA. laughed on my way out..


on my way to the canteen to wait for the rest of double ANE, saw ushaa. she had finished her orals too. okay.. saw yip han at the canteen wif gary. LOL. den ran over to asked him bout our results. he said, "giv me $10 first" hahahahahahaha!!!!! den he told us to follow him to the staff room. den in the lift, heard yip & gary talk in a different language. heard he gt sae, "joyce & grace".. T.T .. den yip told us to wait outside. den he took out 3 papers. mine, jie & ushaa's. den saw my marks. OMG. 39/50 for paper 1!!!! AHHHHH.. 1 more fricking mark to 40. grrrr.. den my sis gt 46/50.. gd lah! happy lah! zzzz.. nvm nvm. well, ushaa failed hers. gt 22/50.. awwww.. 3 more marks. jia you ushaa!! paper can pull u up! hahaha.


went back.. waited for the others. yeah.. omg. den shakila told me, "HEY! *his name* behind you leh!" i turned back. bluff me shakila!!! hahahaha.. den looked infront. OMG. speaking of the devil.. he's there. goodness.. den i somemore facing dem lor.. grahhh!!! took the paper, hide my face. shakila go make it worse. she shouted his name loudy, den said hi to him. goodness me. LOL!!!


omg. my post is sooo long. wrote so much. oh wells.. bye peeps! love double ANE.


2 & 2, we're even. (:


good day..

4 more days to my doom's day..
TAKING BACK OUR RESULTS!!!


felt so sure that i'm gonna fail express maths & did real bad for NA maths. i'm so depressed.. i'm gonna commit suicide sooner or later..


did soo badly for my EOYE, dad's gonna kill me & skin me alive for sure. die die die.. better enjoy the last few remaining days left.. yeah..


have a caught dengue??

yesyes.. CME papers are over!!! left eng orals nia.. grahh!!! gonna be a nerd tmr. you ppl are gonna see me clipping up my fringe.. ARGHH..


CME papers was so.. so.. erm.. okay lor.. 1 stinking lame.. asked us, "what's our school vision" my first tot was.. huh? was i suppose to write our sch vision or other sch?? LOL. puifun wrote, "leaders of today & champions of tmr" lol!!! opposite sia.. hahahaha, somemore asked us, "whats is the values of WEALTH?" omg. i din see tt thing on the first floor.. hahaha. jst wrote craps down.. LOL.


i dun wanna be the first 1 to take orals! i dun wanna be under terrance santhi. AHHHHH.. think on the bright side, if i finished first, i can get to go hm eariler & play maple. yah.. hahahahaha!!!


FINALLY! i've downloaded maple!!! yeah~ & OH YAH!!! i've found a float!! wwhhhee~!!! hahahaha.. worth bout 40k lor. hahahaha.. LOL


okay. i've got to train. bye!


good day..

WWEEEEEEE!!!

he said hi to me just now in msn!!!!


OMG. freaked the hell outta ME!!!


miss him.


BYE! ^^

this is a story of 4 ppl. banana, apple, happiness & cherry. it goes like this...


happiness & apple were good friends, apple & banana were friends since last year. banana & cherry were friends. banana msged happiness. hapiness asked banana, banana nv reply. happiness asked apple. apple asked banana. banana said his friend told him that happiness liked cherry and that particular friend of his actually told him happiness's number. happiness was real shocked. happiness thought that cherry must have told banana. no wonder.. happiness thought. why must that cherry guy tell everyone in the world that happiness like cherry?!?! man.. this cherry is damn too much.


man.. i'm talking crap. LOL. (:


tmr having CME papers. peter lim told me tt everyone in 2/7 must pass. cuz he had a bet wif mr choo that if either of dem lose, dey each have to treat each other lunch for a wk. OMG. made of chucked. hahahahaha!!!


omg.. tues is my doom's day.. i'm gonna become a nerd!!! have to wear long long socks, no fringe, have to clip up my fringe, no colouful earrings, no nail-polish, fingernails must be cut.. *screams*


man.. i'm real mad wif this thing. go check out this website..
http://www.magic-kinder.com
it keeps repeating over & over again..
*DUN COPY THAT MAGIC CODE, may win a prize de okay?? i'm letting all of you guys see nia.. LOL. (:


my sis & i took some fotos.. LMAO. quite dark actually..

okay.. gonna study for CME le.. bye!!!

good day..

buffet coming up!! (:
tatas ppl~ ^^


you're falling back to me
stars that i can see
i know you're out there
somewhere out there
you're falling out of reach
defying gravity
i know you're out there
somewhere out there.

-Our Lady Peace; Somewhere Out There

because there's you in my life.

i dont think you feel the same way too.

oh forget it..

crap.

i just simply love purple!!!

OMG. theres absolute nth to do now.
if only i can play maple now..

Thurs, 29/9/05, english language. 0800-1210
Fri, 30/9/05, mother tongue. 0800-1130
Mon, 10/10/05, history. 0800-1000
Tues, 11/10/05, literature. 0800-0930
Wed, 12/10/05, express maths. 0800-0930
Thurs, 13/10/05, science. 0800-0930
Fri, 14/10/05, maths. 0800-1115
Mon, 17/10/05, CME. 0800-0845
Tues, 18/10/05, eng orals. 0800-1100


yeah.. maths papers are over!!! paper 1 sucks. ta ma de. did badly. 1 fricking easy qus bout arc length.. done it wrongly. seriously.. how stupid can i get?? hav no time to check.. kns.


paper 2 was much much much more easiler den paper 1 unexpectedly. yeah.. i wanna get an A2 or an A1 for my maths!!! cant afford to get low marks anymore. esp my express maths.. grrr..


i was the last to go outta the classrm. den my sis & clara was shouting frm outside, "mei mei!!! he outside he outside!!!" T.T den waited outside the classrm.. check ans check ans. saw he was nt at the t'chers rm le.. walked down. i was chatting soo loudly wif sharon. saw he & his frens comin up. he was at my left, looked to my right. according to jie & sam. he was looking at *someone* and smiling. oh pls. stop calling him ugly or whatso ever lah.. i know that in ur heart, you are darn happy tt someone wans ur num rite?? pls lah. dun sms me tt i dao you or whatever lor. pls lah..


after maths went to "red" table wif clara, sam, grace, pf and divina. went to chat.. told dem bout me when i was younger. shhhhh!!! soo embrassing. but dey are my frens rite?? hahaha. i love dem to bits!!! we laughed loads & loads of times. i love dem!!! i love clara, sam, grace, pf & divina. love ya loads!!! hahahaha


omg. i'm gonna freaked out on tues. yes i am. cuz i'm gonna face terrance. shit lah.. sure give me those qus tt i cant ans. AHHHHHH!!! first 1 to take oral somemore lor.. T.T .. *screaming my head off*


stupid maple. cant dl. fuck lah.. sh send me tt file. either the msn not responding, or the whole com broke down. grrrrr.. cant even dl at maplesea. shit man.. everything sucks. i hate everything.


i hate him
i hate her
i hate that
i hate them
whatever
i hate everything

yes!
FREEDOM AT LAST!
hahahahahaha!!! ^^

Thurs, 29/9/05, english language. 0800-1210
Fri, 30/9/05, mother tongue. 0800-1130
Mon, 10/10/05, history. 0800-1000
Tues, 11/10/05, literature. 0800-0930
Wed, 12/10/05, express maths. 0800-0930
Thurs, 13/10/05, science. 0800-0930
Fri, 14/10/05, maths. 0800-1115
Mon, 17/10/05, CME. 0800-0845
Tues, 18/10/05, eng orals. 0800-1100


had express maths ytd. FLUNKED everything. i totally forgot abt cross mulitply. fuck it.. i'm sure to fail it. i'm gonna drop out of express maths. i cant take option A.. grrrr!!! my life is in a mess!!!! knn lah..


made a bet wif jie. if i passed my express maths, i'll giv her $2. if i fail, she will giv me $5.. yeah.


did sci today.. erm.. quite okay lah.. at least much more better den E maths. haiz.. den peter lim took our class.. den i left 1 paper. nth to do, go fold into a paper aeroplane.. LMAO.. T.T den looked at the class front door. omg. saw him.. goodness me. hahaha.. he walked past me. i turned my head. (:


after tt went hm wif sam, pf and jie.. on the way.. stopped at the bubble tea shop. cuz wanna buy some things. den here comes this sec 1 boy. kept looking at us lor.. den he was taking this art file. den ltr he started talking to this auntie. den we cant help laughing.. hahahahaha!! den ltr he went off .. w/o his art file!!! den we all look out and starting looking at him. den he turned back and smile at us. pf saes his smile creeps her out. LOL. den saw him again at the bus-stop. LOL!!! he left w/o his art file!!! omg. made me laugh sooo loud! ^^


tmr maths le. hav to study. bye!


adios!


good day..

the exams time-table.. hahahahaha!!! ^^

Thurs, 29/9/05, english language. 0800-1210
Fri, 30/9/05, mother tongue. 0800-1130
Mon, 10/10/05, history. 0800-1000
Tues, 11/10/05, literature. 0800-0930
Wed, 12/10/05, express maths. 0800-0930
Thurs, 13/10/05, science. 0800-0930
Fri, 14/10/05, maths. 0800-1115
Mon, 17/10/05, CME. 0800-0845
Tues, 18/10/05, eng orals. 0800-1100

yeap. finished literature.. yeah.


kept a copy of my section A.. hahahaha. lmao..


dad's having an operation.. to improve his eyesight.. tk dad~!!! (:


ahhhhh!! tmr having express maths!! *SCREAMING MY HEAD OFF* omg omg. so envy those ppl hu need nt come sch tmr.. soo scared i'll fail.. T.T .. mid-yr tt time, still rmb i got 50 half nia.. omg. freaked out. *screams*


well, got to revise for express maths. cya~!


good day..

ahhh!! some workers are going to paint my block soon..
can see ropes dangling there.. ltr see some indian workers there painting
gonna scream and hav the shock of my life.
LOL
lmao..
wahahahahahaha!
:D :D :D

history paper is over! yeah.. 1 down, more den 5 to go.. hahaha


omg. damn mad wif 1 qus.. the ans is coal & iron.. i go rite coal & tin.. GRAHH!!! hahahaha! sooo mad.


after the exams went out wif clara, sam, grace, pf and divina.. chat awhile.. den went hm..


oh yah.. todae woke up late. damn freaked out. tot it was 8 sth like tt.. hahahaha! lmao..


hav to study for literature. bye!


good day..

to that stupid guy who keeps disturbing my sister. stop it!
dun buay cool act cool lah. cant stand those chinese boys in class.
so fricking irratating.
esp those BCAC ppl.
yeah..


shine on
you were made to
shine on
and you know i love you
even if we can or can't be friends
i'll be with you till the very end so
shine on
you were made to

i've got a headache!!!


chiong history for 7 and a half hrd w/o stopping.. AHHHHH!!! T.T


sooo scared for tmr papers. cuz my hist owaes damn lan de lor.. wish me luck for tmr paper!!! after tt hav to chiong literature.. den express maths.. den science.. den maths.. den CME.. den orals.. AHHH!! orals!!!! shucks.. mrs terrance!! omg omg omg..


"And we have gone through good and bad times. But your unconditional love is always on my mind." quoted from his msn nick.. SHHHHHH!!! dun leak out.. LOL (: tt "her" must have left him a deep impression. yes yes. i'm lame.. seriously i am..


nw i know my laughter is horrible. yes indeed. after i laughed alone, the horrible sound echo back into my ears. it sounds terrible. i'm not gonna laugh like tt anymore.. LOL


i hate tt stinking bastard who keeps smsing my sis, calling my sis.. in the middle of the nite, 3 sth.. HELLO?!?! ppl needs to slp one hor. damn freaking hate him.. together wif his other frens hu claims tt my sis is "ah soon" stupid lah.. sooo irratating. stupid despos. "rolls eyes"


adios!


good day..

i'm struck wif runescape instead of maple nw..
i miss maple!!! (:

i'm still wondering.. did you tell ur class..??

stupid banana man.. dun wanna tell me anything.. shit lah.. LOL (:

yes.. i'm soo freaked out ant my eng nw..

cuz my eng paper 1, which is letter writing & compo, my letter writing sender's address, i wrote wrongly.. den my compo, the limit is till 300 or 350. i wrote until 491. asked ms lim, she reaction was.. o.O .. omg. shucks. soo afraid i fail my eng. if i failed, i mus pass my other sub. sooo worried bout my chi.. hope i pass..


omg. mrs terrance is taking e for oral! i'm the first to take!!! *pulls out hair*


tmr got to chiong for hist & literature. i failed hist almost everytime. AHHHHHH!! freaked out.. T.T


i'm not missing you no more. you dun care bout me no more..


good day..

its been 5 days since i last blogged. yeah..


guess hu's taking me for eng oral?? AHHHH!! its mrs terrance!! *screams* omg. i damn suay.. cuz 1-3 is another teacher. den index 4, which is me, 4-15 is terrance. ahhhh!! i'm the first one!!! *double screams* shucks.. i'm the first to take eng oral.. omg omg omg!!!


sooo mani things happened during this past 5 days. i'm so mad wif this person. not really nw..


during this particular 3 days, i did 17 and a half hrs of maths revision.. gosh! tts too much. my head is gona burst any moment nw..


i dun think i can blog for this weekends + the exams wk.


no more maple!! ahhh!!! *pulls out hair* no time to dl it.. shucks.


omg. hw did "banana man" got my num?? everytime i ask him, he wun reply. weirdo. mus be him.. he must have gave him my num T.T


gonna do revise sci and hist. mon is the hist paper.


i'm not mssing him no more. yes. i dun like him no more.. yeah whatever..


adios!


good day..

ahhh!! laggy computer!! shucks..
cya!
i msg him!!! =D


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

i want to msg you, like those times on friday & saturday.

i want to see your face,
every morning when i walked past the stairs..

i want you to smile, be happy.

i typed, "i love you"
deciding whether to send it to you.
in the end, i just click on the red button.
closing it..


i love you..


fades away..

omg. my com just broke down. omg omg. have to use this laggy com.. so unlucky..


ytd msg him again from 2335 like tt to 0145 like tt.. can you imagine how happy i am?? seriously i am. he loves magic. (: hahahaha!! shhhh..


i hate maths now. its giving me a headache.. shucks shucks shucks.. maths sucks..


imagine i felt so upset when the com broke down. my 100 over pics inside jus disappeared.. esp my emotions. over 100 of dem.. disappear jus like tt. *cries* AND!!! my fotos stored inside the com!!! OMG.. sickening.. the hp ppl coming over on tues. omg. get it repaired quickly!!! kns lah.. all becuz of my dad.. go meddle here, meddle there. omg omg omg.. *sob*


have to re-download maple & gb.. oh ya. i dun play gb anymore.. hahaha.. maple dl sooo long. haiz.. no choice.. becuz of my dad.. shucks..


i'm so scared tt i'm gonna retain. seriously.. i just wanna pass my eng, chi, hist and express maths.. pass pass pass..


i wanted to love you. but do i have the rights to do so?? how can i gain the chance?? i want to love you. i want to miss you. i wanna know everything..


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

i hate maths.. seriously i do.
i wanna study on my own, i wanna be independent.
dad, pls.. i wanna study maths on my own,
and other subjects..
pls..
i beg you..

CRAZY- SIMPLE PLAN

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
Won't stop till they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photo shop pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things aren't how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War 3

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy
Is everybody going crazy

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV's
When kids are starving in the streets

No one cares
No one likes to share

eng compo, wrote abt my missing handfone.. ya.. letter writing format, got a mistake.. shit..


omg.. at 0000, i was msging him!!! omg. till 0045.. omg. i know when is his birthday!!! lmao.. LOL


chi exam tt time, we had to change place. looked to my right, omg. sam is beside me!!! LOL. den doing doing.. gt a indian teacher came.. she starting talking.


dunno y, i started laughing.. real loud. actually i stopped laughing. heard samantha's breathing.. makes me laughing.. more LOUD! omg. tt indian teacher looks pissed. everyone was laughing.. hahahahaha!!!


i started to like you. not because of your looks. i like you for who you are. seriously i do. i miss you so much. i would die to see you..


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

tmr is the first paper le..
tmr is my dad's birthday..


shucks.. exams fever. i'm getting butterflies in my stomach. cuz, once i failed eng, have to pass every other sub. shucks..


failed my chi test badly.. gt less den 20 over 30.. most ppl won me. even my sis.. so scared my chi cant make it thru the EOYE.. haiz.. )=


saw him.. durin recess time. din noe clara & my sis chose the table, which was directly infront of dem.. omg. omg.. i'm oso facing dem lor.. changed place wif sam.. lolx. den, heard my name being called. was it an illusion? maybe..


had a maths test.. again.. seriously, i do not even know how to do a prob wif polygon.. shit.. stupid me..


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

2 more days to the first paper.
2 more days to my dad's birthday. (:


having headaches this few days.. shit. so sickening..


sci lessons, slept thru the whole class, lydiana helped me to do corrections. thnks lydia! =D


lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks.. lit sucks big time. saharah is boring! T.T but i laughed everytime when its time for her lessons..


no music today.. music room being used for examinations.. shucks. really wanted to finish up watching tt violin show.. went to lib. poor divina, tt stupid librarian, say tt the table isnt big enuff for the 7 of us.. nonsense. still can even fit for 2 or 3 more person. spite her. esp 1 table. hate it.. stupid shit's table.. hp stealer.


hate 2/7 boys. seriously i do. noisy like hell.. shit..


i'm begining to wonder, am i just being silly? i'm still waiting.. waiting.. waiting for you.

took this foto from shih han.. this foto is so hilarious! =D

adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

3 more days to the first paper..


the first paper is nearing le.. getting freaked out.


got back maths class test paper. first got 22/30.. den saw 1 mistake.. shout for mr yip.. in the end got 24/30.. yays!! xD


no express maths today.. yays! mr kerk went for re-service.. hahahahaha! wondering if he shaved his head. i would love to see it. (:


after sch went out wif sam, sharon, clara, pf and my sis. sat on the floor.. saw 1 really adorable baby.. all of us waved for her.. i think is a girl.. she kept looking at sam.. sam declares that the baby loves her. T.T .. hahaha.. okay..


after tt.. a man riding a bicycle rode past us.. he kept staring.. esp at sam's skirt there.. OMG.. bian tai!! haha.. den he somemore park his bicycle.. all of us were sooo freaked out that we ran and ran.. i looked back.. he was watching us.. EEEEEEE.. bian tai bian tai!!! LOL


went to the toilet after tt.. i was re-tying my hair.. sooo messy.. okay.


den a girl came out from a cubicle.. and she say, "is there someone in your class name joyce??" i was shocked.. den clara point to me.. and told her i was joyce.. she sae ohh.. i kept looking at her. wondering how she know my name.. den i told her.. "how you know my name is joyce??" she kept smiling and said, "ohh!! nth nth.." seriously.. i dont know her.. how she know my name?? goodness..


i miss him so much.. seeing those places he once stepped. i had flashbacks. i rmbed lots of things.. i miss you..


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

looking back at those times.
i had a chuckle
once or twice.

i miss those times.. (:

sickening headache.
sickening life.
sickening exams.
grrr..
sickening words.
sickening bitches.
sickening bastards.
sickening love for maple.
shucks.

omg..
the pain in my head is still hurting me..

i think its a brain tumor..
hurts real bad.
like a screwdriver screwing thru you..
omg.
can you imagine the pain i'm suffering?!

shucks..

6 more days to the first paper..


i had a dreadful headache. omg. hurts alot. ):


p.e tt time. cant stop laughing.. even during running. my stomach wanna burst liao. hahahaha.. played soccer. T.T


had a maths test todae.. shucks. first qus wrong le.. during e test, i was whispering , "lydiana! lydiana! last qus B!!! i dunno hw to do!" omg. okay.. managed to do it correctly anyway.. hehehe.


having a sci remedial tmr.. bored.


sickening, hav to spend this whole fucking weekends doing some stupid preparation for tt stressing EOYE.. i wanna study myself father!!! i wan to learn things from myself. i wan to learn to be independent. i can and i will learn to be one.


whats the matter with me?? whats all the foul mood for?!?!


btw..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOELLE!!! =D


i really do miss you loads. but you did not seem to feel the same way. i'm not disappointed or anything.. i miss you..


imc. (((: